Tomorrow is my last day of freedom. One more day to spend with Dwayne and the kiddies. One more day of giggles and kisses and cuddles. And then I'll be gone.
It's very sad but right now I don't even know what my thoughts are. You wait so long for a day to arrive, and then it does and it still doesn't seem real in a way. I'm not as anxious as I have been, or scared. Right now I seem to be rather calm. I don't know why, seeing as I am leaving my kids for three plus months.
I think it will hit me when I'm saying goodbye to them though. That's the tough part. I'll probably be blubbering half the way down to Hobart, which is where I'll be enlisting. Which is a pain in the butt! A three hour drive. I don't know why it can't be done in Launceston, but I'm sure the defence people have their reasons.
Hmmmmm. I still think I'm a tad bit crazy for doing this. But no turning back now! This is the start of a new life! And THAT'S exciting. (So is the fact that Monday will be my first time on a plane. I know I don't get out much!).
So I guess I won't be blogging for a while. But as soon as I get the chance I will. Goodbye for now my blogging friends. Wish me luck!!!
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