Mummy Guilt

Today was a long day. Well actually it was mostly the morning really the second half of the day was better. But this morning was one of those mornings. You know the ones consisting of moody, destructive children who didn't want to give their mummy a break! Yep that kind of morning!
But ah well you get that. Me, I get a lot of it.
But that aside right now i'm feeling pretty guilty. I did something today and I'm feeling terrible about it. I jammed poor Chelseas fingers in the bathroom door. Even writing it now i'm wincing. I've never seen her in so much pain it was horrible trying to console her. It was a complete accident but that isn't making me feel any better. I was coming out of the bathroom with Cameron as he'd just been to the toilet and the girls were standing outside the door (as usual) and I went to pick Chelsea up, as her pants were around her ankles, and close the door at the same time and her little fingers got in the way. :(
I feel like the worst mother in the world her cries seemed to last forever. She's okay now but boy do I feel bad.
Parent guilt argh it gets to you!

But on a happier note here is a quote from Cameron that made me smile today. I was changing Emmas dirty nappy and Cameron was beside me having a stickybeak. He must have obviously smelt it as he says to me "Oh mummy what you feed her?!" Hahaha He never fails to make me smile with the things he comes out with xxx